Introduction
Methods
Design
Recruitment Procedure and Participants
Characteristics | Value |
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Gender of parents (M/F) | 5/8 |
Education | |
Undergraduate level | 3 |
University level | 10 |
Parents’ living arrangement | |
Two-parents home | 7 |
Single-parent home | 4 |
Joint physical custody | 2 |
Child’s age at illness onset | |
(Mean age ± SD years) | 7.2 ± 2 |
Child’s age at diagnosis | |
(Mean age ± SD years) | 9.9 ± 3 |
Child’s treatment experiences | |
Antibiotics | 13 |
Cognitive behavioral therapy (CBT) | 13 |
Anti-inflammatory medications | 12 |
Psychiatric medications | 12 |
Intravenous immune globulin (IVIG) | 9 |
Data Collection and Data Analysis
Type of Questions | Sample of Questions |
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Initial Questions | Can you tell me about your family situation? |
Can you tell me about your child’s PANS? | |
Can you tell me your work situation? | |
Can you tell me tell me about a regular day in your family life? | |
Intermediate Questions | Tell me about the first time your child showed symptoms. What was it like? What have you thought and how have you felt? What did you do? |
Tell me about when your child received the PANS diagnosis. What led to the diagnosis? How do you feel and what do you think about it? | |
When have you heard about PANS for the first time? How? In what context? What have you done? | |
How have you learned about PANS? | |
Have you talked with the healthcare professions about what you have learned about PANS? How did they react then? How do you feel and think about their reaction? | |
Concluding Questions | Is there something else you think I should know in order to understand what was that that made you to search knowledge about PANS? What triggered you? What were the reasons for you to look for another explanation? |
Is there something else you think I should know in order to understand how you have gotten your knowledge about PANS? What ways you had? | |
Is there something else you think I should know in order to understand how doctors, psychologist, nurses or other healthcare professions reacted when you told them about PANS? |
Results
The Triggers for Searching for Knowledge About PANS
Not recognizing the child’s symptoms in any common diagnosis
I thought, this isn’t the typical OCD [obsessive compulsive disorder] they talk about. It must be something else. We had to do all those assessment scales, but hardly any of the questions matched.
I started going to different forums and reading about OCD. I tried to be attentive and understand, but I couldn’t relate, I just couldn’t find it, like, ‘Your child sounds like my child.’ I never found it.
The suggested treatment does not have an effect
When we went to the child and adolescent psychiatric unit, he received CBT, but the treatment had no effect. You hope it gets better, but the treatment does nothing. In comparison to other children. He actually got worse from the anxiety medication. And it was very frustrating. The psychologist adjusted the treatment to make it work better, but it didn’t help. How he felt had nothing to do with the treatment itself. When he felt good, it didn’t matter which method the psychologist used; when he felt bad, he felt bad. So it didn’t matter in any case. That’s why it felt strange; it felt completely wrong. And then my wife and I thought it has to be something else.
Blamed by healthcare professionals
It’s always that questioning. If she had worn long socks, she would have slept better. If you had disconnected the WiFi she might have been happier. It’s always about questioning. We never get out of there without being lectured about what we could or should have done. When your child is so ill, it’s very difficult to be blamed. They do not focus on the child, do not take care of her. They focus on us. You two, what are you doing wrong? And if the child is so sick, you can’t bear to be questioned. You need to learn as much as you can about what it could be.
The Ways Parents Acquire Knowledge about PANS
Making observations and searching for connections
Then, almost exactly 1 year after the first episode, it happens almost exactly the same again. And what I noticed then, which I hadn’t noticed before, is that she had some kind of infection. She had it the first time too, but I didn’t think about it then. But this time I thought, ‘Strange, she has that infection again at the same time.’ Could there be a connection between them?
Actively searching for knowledge on the Internet
What could it be? I didn’t at all think that there could be a connection between the infection he had and the compulsion. And then I started reading and found some article in a neuroscience journal that mentioned some infection-inhibiting medication.
Joining parent groups
We felt that we wanted to learn everything we could. We joined parent groups and learned a lot from other people’s experiences. We are part of Facebook groups and read what others write.
The responses of medical care professionals to parents’ knowledge
Dismissing PANS
I asked the Child and Adolescent Psychiatric Clinic about PANS, and they just said, ‘No, PANS don’t exist, it’s just popular science.’ And then half a year later I brought it up again, and they just said, ‘No, you have to give up and leave this PANS thing.’
Dismissing the parents
We got to see a new doctor and I felt that he was mostly focused on showing us that, ‘You parents, you shouldn’t tell me what to do. Here, I am the expert,’ and it didn’t matter what we parents were going to say. – And it gets very, very weird.
Endorsing the knowledge
I called her doctor and asked, ‘Could it be PANS she has?’ – ‘Yes, perhaps,’ she replied. And she listened and took samples, and even though I could tell it was new to her, she was responsive, and tried to give her antibiotics and followed up with her. And it felt good to be able to trust her and to receive trust from her.